Up and down this lonely road of life,
I have been there,
Though the sand and the storms that change.
Unprepared for all that we find.
And it hurt to see you crying,
But I believe you can make it through the winds of change.
And God is great indeed, if you believe.
He will help us make sense, of the peaces we have found.
I wont let you fall, if you just hold on,
You can walk though this life with me.
And I believe we can make it through the winds of change.
3/7/10
1/13/10
Soul
A wear soul fights another day...
The tender heart should not have to feel pain this way.
What comes next on this road ahead...
Will things turn good,
After all the tears we shed.
A tattered heart,
A wounded soul,
That's the pain that they hold.
See past that,
Look inside,
They to are only trying to survive.
1/2/10
10 Steps: A lesson learned
1. Letting Anger out so one can heal. Learn not to take it out on people, but in a healthy way. (Shooting, breaking wood, punching bag, writing, going out back and giving a scream)
2. Accepting you need to heal. Let someone know you need help, and that maybe someone need to keep an eye on you. Even if its just to give you a hug, or say something extra nice to you.
3. Learn how to deal with the things in your life. Find a way to deal with your stress. (Give it over to God, write, talk to someone(Jason, Jeff, Rosetta, Mick)
4. Understanding. Sometimes you dont always have to save everyone. Bad things will happen, but its not your fault. Just be there when someone needs to talk to you can make you a hero too. You dont always have to "Save" them.
5. Cry. Its ok to cry, its sometimes a good way to let things out, and it is an important part in healing.
6. Humbling yourself. Learning its ok to ask for help, and to lean on someone for support and let them know you need them.
7. Letting the tears dry up. Knowing its time to move on, and things will be ok. Though you feel alone, your not. There are people you can trust and lean on.
8. Letting go. Leting go of your anger, your pain will allow the wounds to heal, so that when they start to scab over your wont rip them open again.
9. Make amends. Let those you have hurt, or left behind, know your sorry and maybe even give them a bref overview on what was going on with you.
10. Heal. Its ok if you still cry, and its ok if it still hurts, but you have let go, and now have those you need to lean on and help you. Your healing..You will be ok!The rest will fall into place.
9/5/09
Life, Time, Hurt, Love, Jason!
Life....its something we don't understand and can seem so hard to get from one day to the next. Not sure what path to take or where we are heading. Sometimes it feels like nothing we do is right and all we do is make things worse. On those days I am happy for the quiet so I can regroup and start again.
Time....goes to fast and before we know it the day, week, month and years go by. We stop and look back at life seeing whats changed, and what hasn't. Sometimes we ask ourselves "what have I really done?" and than the fear of becoming nothing sinks in. On those days I like being with Jason. He makes me feel safe even if I can take care of myself. What he has to offer is something different. Jason keeps me safe from myself and my own mind. Reassuring and reminding me how far I have come and just how much I am worth. His love gives me reason to slow down time and make room for him.
Hurt....is something we don't even realize we cause from time to time. Till we look back and ask ourselves how we could have done that. Words, actions, thoughts, and emotions can make up the hurt we cause. Like putting a dagger through someones heart the hurt will always linger. On those days I am thankful for forgiveness, that will soon sooth the pain away and give us another chance.
Love....its something not everyone feeling, but we try to share it with everyone we can just in different forms from one person to the next. The emotions is strong, and somethings its hard to contain it from bursting out and wanting to find the one person that it can be given to forever. On those days I am thankful I found Jason. The man I can trust to love me back an never hurt me. To accept my love and give his own, never ending.
Jason....Life, Time, Hurt and Love, is the emotions we have sheared. To define him, is to look deep inside and pull everything up that a feel. Explaining him would best be put he's water to a parched traveler giving them life again. On those days I am thankful for emotions. Giving me the courage to love, the life to spend, the hurt so we can grow, and the time to share forever till the end.
I love you J!!!
Time....goes to fast and before we know it the day, week, month and years go by. We stop and look back at life seeing whats changed, and what hasn't. Sometimes we ask ourselves "what have I really done?" and than the fear of becoming nothing sinks in. On those days I like being with Jason. He makes me feel safe even if I can take care of myself. What he has to offer is something different. Jason keeps me safe from myself and my own mind. Reassuring and reminding me how far I have come and just how much I am worth. His love gives me reason to slow down time and make room for him.
Hurt....is something we don't even realize we cause from time to time. Till we look back and ask ourselves how we could have done that. Words, actions, thoughts, and emotions can make up the hurt we cause. Like putting a dagger through someones heart the hurt will always linger. On those days I am thankful for forgiveness, that will soon sooth the pain away and give us another chance.
Love....its something not everyone feeling, but we try to share it with everyone we can just in different forms from one person to the next. The emotions is strong, and somethings its hard to contain it from bursting out and wanting to find the one person that it can be given to forever. On those days I am thankful I found Jason. The man I can trust to love me back an never hurt me. To accept my love and give his own, never ending.
Jason....Life, Time, Hurt and Love, is the emotions we have sheared. To define him, is to look deep inside and pull everything up that a feel. Explaining him would best be put he's water to a parched traveler giving them life again. On those days I am thankful for emotions. Giving me the courage to love, the life to spend, the hurt so we can grow, and the time to share forever till the end.
I love you J!!!
3/9/09
My Hero is You
You know I try to be
All that I can
But there's a part of me
I still don't understand
Why do I only see
What I don't have
When my reality
Its things are not that bad
Your faith has shown me that
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me thereain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
I never saw the way
You sacrificed
Who knew the price you paid
How can I make it right
I know I've gotta try
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
You believe there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
And I hope that you can see
You're everything that I wanna be, ooh
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
Credit for this song goes to Hayden Panettiere
All that I can
But there's a part of me
I still don't understand
Why do I only see
What I don't have
When my reality
Its things are not that bad
Your faith has shown me that
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me thereain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
I never saw the way
You sacrificed
Who knew the price you paid
How can I make it right
I know I've gotta try
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
You believe there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
And I hope that you can see
You're everything that I wanna be, ooh
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
Credit for this song goes to Hayden Panettiere
11/23/08
Our
Our soul lost in our mind.
Fate moves one way and we move another,
Stand forever with me my brother.
Our past was wrote,
Our future unknown,
Trying not to stand alone.
Our cards are dealt,
Our life we walk,
The battle we have fought.
Our friend they stand,
Our hands in hands,
Forever we shall be.
6/24/08
Doesn't Mean
I don't understand what is going on all the time,
But that doesn’t mean I am stupid.
I don't always hear what people are saying,
But that doesn’t mean I am not listening.
I don't always share,
But that doesn’t mean I don’t hurt inside it.
Sometimes I don’t always see who is in front of me so they end up passing me by,
But that does not mean we won't meet again.
My mind goes off and dreams yet I still know what reality is.
I don't talk that much,
But that doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to say.
Don't take me for granted.
I am and feel so much more.
You just have to take the time to ask me.
But that doesn’t mean I am stupid.
I don't always hear what people are saying,
But that doesn’t mean I am not listening.
I don't always share,
But that doesn’t mean I don’t hurt inside it.
Sometimes I don’t always see who is in front of me so they end up passing me by,
But that does not mean we won't meet again.
My mind goes off and dreams yet I still know what reality is.
I don't talk that much,
But that doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to say.
Don't take me for granted.
I am and feel so much more.
You just have to take the time to ask me.
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